The new me.

WOW, it’s been a while since iv’e been on this site, i’m now 14, and I still swim , I am also in training to becoming a lifeguard, and to now get started,….

Chapter 1.

” BEEP, BEEP, BEEP.”  That’s the sound I here every morning at 6:30. It’s almost sad  how I start my morning, no breakfast, shower, get dressed, makeup, hair, grab the lunch that I made last night and run out the door in time for the bus. To then walk on the bus hopping that the guy that I have a crush on is there at the back of the bus, sitting there either listening to music or looking at me, when I take that last step onto the bus. The next thing I look at is my seat to make it not seem so obvious that i’m starring at the most wonderful, handsome, funny, smart guy that every walked the Earth. But i’m pretty sure that he knows, oops.

I then sit and wait unit my friend Susie get’s on and then that’s when things really started to  happen. Today when Susie sat with me I almost knew what she was going to ask me. ” How was your weekend ?” And sure enough that’s exactly what she said. and i replied with the usual, “Mehh pretty good how was your?’ I asked trying not to be so “out of it”. ” I was good, so have you talked to him yet?” “Who?” I asked trying to avoid the awkward subject, since knowing that he would probably hear it. “Really?” Susie new what I was trying to do, she’s just that best friend who knows you inside and out. “Yeah, no I haven’t i’m afraid that if I go and try to sit with him that he’ll be rude and put his bag there or something.” I was desperately trying to avoid this situation. ” No, he won’t trust me. ” Did I mention Susie is also that friend that wan’ts to see you happy no matter what? ” Susie I trust you, can I do it another day?” I try avoiding it, so Susie and I didn’t talk about it anymore. “Thank God!!”

So we arrive at school and the day starts of to a slow, very slow start.

And that’s as far as I’v gotten so what do you guy’s think?? Comment’s??